i'm back !!!!

okay, okay, melanie & the rest of you gals i am finally back one month later. well i started out tonight by trying to change my background to hunting season. you see how well that worked out, not changed. spent 20 min. trying to get it, sorry im a little rusty, & for some reason my login info would not work on cutest blogg. DANG !!!! better luck tomorrow, i need mel's help, as u can see she is becoming a pro, amoung alot of u other blogg obsessors ( u know who u r (: ) well i read my comments finally 2. hi, to kara, jamie, malia, des', & mela who is a daily reminder 2 me that i'm behind, ( luv ya ) hee, hee.
the last month has brought alot of saddness 2 my heart. first i would like 2 say to one of my very best friends, (that has been in my life since we were in like 5th or 6th grade) kaysha cooper, that the passing of ryan has hit us all very hard. i love u kaysh, & no words can express the hurt that i feel 4 u & your family. i know that the past year has been so hard, but all i know is that it will soon get better. we r all here 4 u always. i had fun on saturday going out 2 dinner with u @ texas road house. there will be many more girls nights 2 come. i love u, i am here 4 u forever, along with all of my many other BFF'S.
second. to mela' just know that my heart has also been saddened 4 u. you r one of my very best friends 4 along time also, & it hurts me 2 c u go through all of this saddness that has been in your life the past 2 months. with tyler, ryan, cassie & son, and your aunt val. my heart hurts, i can't express how sorry i am 4 u & your family. ilove you all. things r defently going 2 get better, i know it.
well i just want every one 2 know that i love u all, & im going to get the bloggin goin again, slowly but surely. i have tons of cute pictures of the kids. aspen's first day of kindergarden, hunter & kylee's, first day of school, more campin fun, so stay tuned 4 new post's. i will need your help MEL :) STAY TUNED !!!!!!